Sometimes the truth is just a spark…
I have been frozen the last few months… writer’s block I suppose. I understand it on the same level I understand many things these quiet days (haha!) My neighbor, who I love and cherish on these days, just told me that the first time she read my blog she was in awe of how well I expressed my emotions. “I could never describe how I feel like that,” she said, “she expresses her emotions so well.”
I never thought of it like that.
The ONLY thing I tend to hear when sharing these things, is the people who would read my words and judgmentally scar me all over again. I think of those things first, and I still don’t understand why!!! How could I? I know better than that!
I hope I hear her voice the next time I attempt to share. Self-kindness is nearly impossible in this society.